In Repair by: John Mayer

Too many shadows in my room
too many hours in this midnight
too many corners in my mind
so much to do to set my heart right

Oh its taking so long
I could be wrong
I could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume, it's still unsteady
I am in repair
I am in repair
Stood on the corner for awhile
To wait for the wind to blow down on me
Hope that it takes with it my old ways
And brings some brand new luck upon me
Oh its taking so long
I could be wrong
I could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume, it's still unsteady

I am in repair
I am in repair

Ohhhh

Now I'm walking in the park
all of the birds they dance below me
maybe when things turn green again
it will be good to say you know me

Oh its taking so long
I could be wrong
I could be ready
Oh but if I take my heart's advice
I should assume, it's still unsteady
never really ready
I'm never really ready
I'm in repair
I'm not together
but I'm getting there

I'm in repair
I'm not together
but I'm getting there

I'm in repair
I'm not together
but I'm getting there

I'm in repair
I'm not together
but I'm getting there

Mari..

Mari..
Mendekatlah
Tangan kami sudah melambai
Sapa kami pun memanggilmu

Kemari
Lebih dekat
Lihatlah senyum kami menyambutmu

Kesini
Ya berjalanlah kesini
Duduk disamping kami

Ya benar
Benarkan dirimu
Tertawalah dengan kami

Tak usah
Tak perlu membagi hati ataupun perasaanmu
Berbicaralah dengan topengmu

Karena kami
Karena kami disini
Karena disinilah tempat kau beralih

Alihkan dirimu karena otakmu butuh bernapas
Alihkan matamu karena kerutanmu butuh senyuman
Alihkan cintamu karena hatimu butuh jiwa penghibur seperti kami

Tak ada yang dipaksakan
Tak ada usiran
Tak ada batas waktu

Disini hanya ada kami
Kamu
Dan tangan yang terentang untuk memelukmu


-Jakarta,18 Maret 2009-
(01.05pm)



Dedicated to:
Novita 'Ucil' Wulandari

"I'm Gonna Find Another You" by John Mayer

It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you

Cukup!!!

Cukup aku bersedih
Cukup aku berlari
Cukup aku terpuruk
Cukup aku menangis
Cukup aku tenggelam
Cukup aku kehilangan
Cukup..demi Tuhan cukup..

Jaga dirimu baik2..
Aku harus bisa memulai sesuatu yang baru dengan tangan dan kakiku..
Bahkan dgn hati yg rusak ini..
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Dan aku harus mulai dgn belajar tertawa..lagi.

Thx to:
Citta Pranayandra
and
Candya Lexandra

My 'So Called' 5 Minutes Wonder

Rabu kemaren (03/03/08)
Pas kira-kira jam 8 malam,hp gw berdering lantang..
Di ujung sana terdengar suara yang khas bertanya, "dimana,Mei?"
Tak lama kemudian terhantarkanlah sebuah info kalau ada revisi karena ada acara bola di tengah malam & gw ternyata harus masuk jam 1pagi.

Well,dengan sdikit klimpungan & dengan bantuan dari Kakak Debo.
Akhirnya,dijemputlah gw sama Pak Kusumo.

Singkat kata,gw agak BT emang awalnya, tapi, dgn segelas aer susu-jahe di tangan.. Gw dipaksa ma Beybih Bokep ke Rooftop.. Emang seh,ga boleh..
But,It was just 5minutes..
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A great 5minutes wonder..in the beautiful sky of the city with stars all over it....
Dah lama ga lihat langit Jakarta kaya gitu..

Dah lama ga lihat langit Jakarta kaya gitu..

5menit kita diatas sana..
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There was a falling star..
:-D

(Beberapa menit berikutnya.. Gw dah harus buat slomo Coppa Italia..dengan senyum simpul di wajah gw.)

Makasih yah,Beybih Bokep.. ;-)

..Mereka berdua..

Aku bs bernapas lbh lega..memang.
Aku bs melihatnya lagi..memang.
Aku bahkan mampu mencium aroma tubuhnya yg khas..memang.
Aku mencintai mereka berdua..memang.

Jakarta,2 Maret 2009
(05:05pm)