I'm back..

For few months I've been managing my life, heart and head.
Here I am, trying to start to write again.
Through a lot kind of relationships in a year lately.
Friends, Families and also Lovers.

Not quite feel any difference in heart or even mind.

But, all I can say that, am very grateful for being where I am right now.


Why?


Coz, I've stopped crying my heart out, trying to reduce my whining moments, and starts believing ,or should I say, convincing my self to look at some problems in a different way. In this statement, am now taking the positive advantage in every single of hurt, tears, anger and downy moments.

Like in John Mayer's song "The Heart of Life" says:

..bad news never had good timing..
..Pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around.


If u think this song is a bullsh*t (I beg u pardon about my words..), no.. It's not. At least not for me.



All I wanna say is.
Hey,here I am. The new me. At least, am trying to be a grown up-girl now.
I'll cheer up the moments in every step in a way.
Taking the good things more frequently.
Also, look around at the place where ever I stand,
so, I won't miss any moments no more, just because of my ego or moody situation.

Last, but not least, pushing myself and try to land my trust on people around me.


"fear is a friend who is
misunderstood
but I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good, I know it's good"



Yeah.. Thank you, GOD..

For making me realize that in every rain there is a rainbow afterwards.

Grateful for this.


.GOOD MORNING EVERYONE.